1.06 am in the dawn and I still could not sleep at all. It’s probably caused by I was overslept from yesterday. When i woke up, all of body’s part seemed not too well, so I got to sleep over and over again. Oh man…
My father went to work from around 9 o’clock until 6-7pm. My mother also went to Pasar Atum with my grandpa and my cousins from 1pm until 5.30 pm. So, as the elder brother, I had responsibility to take care of my own house.
Well, today’s activities were started in the evening, when Januar and Ko Indro along with my brother, Charlie, have come back from Galaxy Mall. They had to prepare themselves for the event held on 6 pm today at Tristar Restaurant. One of their lecturers was going to have a party to celebrate his marriage.
Hm, the other things I had done this day were, hmm,
- did sms with my friend,
- painted one of my Gundams parts,
- watched animes entitled “Soul Eater” and seminar entitled “Technically Funny”,
- helped my auntie to transfer his phonebook,
- had chats with my friends.
Ah speaking of which, recently, I had something bothering me. A friend of mine had told me that someone had had something toward me. She asked me whether I had realised it or not. Well the truth, I had “catched” the signal, but I didn’t want to go wrong with my own opinion. I had experienced this situations so many times, and they all ended with my disappointments. And the most important thing was, I don’t want to make things worsen caused by my own emotions. On the other hand, deep inside my heart, I feel lonely, even it’s just a little, but who knows it will grow bigger in the future. It’s really confuse me up.
I guess time will reveal everythings…..
2.36 am….well I gotta sleep…
Oyasuminasai….
